how i met my bf!!!

i used to go to shopping with my friends. it was one lucky day when my friend and i went for shopping in an afternoon. she had a flight to catch at 6pm. so we were in a hurry to do the shoppings. we have to finish everything and get back home before 5 00. so that she can pack and reach the airport. she lives a bot far from my place. we went to several shops and at last we finished our shopping quarter past 5 if i am not wrong. so we she had to run to her home and i have to run to my home. so we thought to go separately to home. she called her three wheel driver and asked him to come. and then i called mine. but unfortunately my driver was busy with something and he couldn't make it up to come. time was running. we had to do something soon. i get scared to travel alone to places. so i asked her to drop me on the way as hey place is passing my home. so we both agreed to that. and we were waiting for the three wheel. after sometime when it arrived we both jumped in. and then asked the driver to drive faster to my home and then to her place. i started to talk about Fighters Club( an application on Face book). i was very interested in it, moreover i was a new user. i had some fights and i needed help in them. so i asked my friend if she can help me. then i noticed a guy guy sitting next to her so silently and staring at me with a naughty smile on his face. my friend and he lives and the same house. he was coming from collage and we asked the driver to pick up us too. and my friend introduced us to each other. and then she told me that he is a very famous fighter in FC. so i was very curious. we had a chat about it till we reach to my place. i said good bye to them and ran in. he asked me to sends the link of my fights then he will help me out. so as soon as i went to my room i began the work. i searched his profile, added him and then with no minutes i found him online in FB. so i sent link with messages. and then he was replying me there. it was quite difficult to chat in FB inbox. so i asked him to add me in msn. and then we both started to talk on msn. and then we became friends. and slowly we started to like each other. and then like that we got together. you wont believe but even thought i accepted the relationship i wasn't so sure of it. i couldn't trust him. i know it hurt him when i said that i don't trust him. still he didn't want to give up on me. i even broke up after few days as i wasn't so comfy with it. he wanted to start a serious relationship with me. and he already had made his mind for that. so no matter what he tried to bring me in to his life. again i accepted him and then again after sometime when i went to male' i broke up with him again. i know it would have hurt him a lot. he was a smart guy. he never gave up on me. was there for me till i come back. he proved me how much i meant to him. and then i talked to my friends and then i found how he spent his days when i broke up after going to male'. then i thought about it again. as i wanted a serious relationship and i wanted someone who can love me for who i am, i thought may be he is the one. and then i thought i will see again lets go slowly with this one, and see if it works. i accepted the relationship again and he also gave me another chance. so we started to meet up and then get to know each other better and better.a and then he proved that he is the one for me. ins ha Allah yet we are together and we are a happy couple.

life before i met my boyfriend...

The life i had before i met him wasn't so bad. but it had lots of complications, pain and difficulties. i went through a lot before i met him. i got betrayed by my previous bf. i think every girl will know how it is when you are betrayed. thats also from someone you trusts a lot. i also trusted him a lot. may be thats the reason i was hurt so much. i never thought he could be like that. i thought i was lucky to have him. but i guess i was the most unlucky girl. i loved him, tried to be the best girl friend anyone could see. i hope he wouldn't have any complains about my faith. God knows i have been faithful for him. never even thought to be with someone else when i was with him. i don't want to say he was a bad guy. may be most of the guys are like that. cant be satisfied with one. thats what happened to him too maybe. he wasn't satisfied with his first girlfriend maybe, and then he showed me the dreams and brought me in the game. i am not much of a trusting girls. i don't trust people much. but my stupidity didn't have a limit when i trusted him. saw him in collage DJ party. and then became friends. started to talk to each other like friends. slowly sharing stuffs and meeting up in collage canteen. and all of those slowly brought us together. he proposed me on may 10 2007, which was my sisters birthday. i was very happy that day. i called my mom and told her about him. she was happy that i got someone to care for me. who knew all of those dreams were just for a month. yeah, he did care for me in that month. he never let me have a doubt on him. called me very often, gave me wonderful surprises which i never got in my life before that. everything went well till the day i came to across the truth. never even had a single fight or argument for a month. everything went so smoothly and fast. i didn't believe when that angel told me the truth. i called angel because in this world who else can think for other's good. that angel told me, " girl its not good to trust people". i was confused.. he said it very indirectly..i asked again..what he was trying to tell me. then he asked me if i trust my bf. i replied saying yeah i do. and then he asked me if i know everything about him, ( about his past life,about his girl friends..) i replied saying yeah he told me about his ex girl friend's and his childhood. then he told me that may be he didn't tell me that he has two more girl friends. i was frozen by then. i didn't believe him. i didn't want to doubt my bf. so decided not to even ask till he tell me on his own. but what could i do, i was also a human being. couldn't control myself. was feeling so confused and frightened. i am a girl who cry for simple things. that was being a big deal for me, i didn't knew what to do. i called one of his friend to confirm. i told him " don't tell my bf that i called him and even asked about anything"..and then i began to cry when asked him if he had another gf..then that boy said he don't know anything about it. and he only knows me as his gf. i was crying loudly on the call. and i warned him not to tell my bf that i called, and then hanged the phone. five minutes later my bf started calling. i knew that his friend might have told him that i called. then i picked up, and he spoke up saying that he can tell the truth. then i was sure that exactly there was something going on. i felt like my heart was broken in to pieces. i began to cry and hanged the phone. and then he was calling again and again from different numbers. and then messaged me to get online. i didn't have the strength to speak over the phone, so got online. and then he told me that he has another gf. i didn't let him say another word. i got off line. it was late midnight. i went to bed and tried to sleep. but my eyes were full of tears and didn't leave any space for sleep. and then he messaged me and said he anted to meet me. i thought that i should end it up so have to meet him. and then i replied asking him to come to my place early in the morning . i was crying on my bed when the door buzzed sharp at 7 30. i opened and asked him to be seated. i sat on a chair a in front of him( not so close). i waited till he speaks up. i didn't have any word to say. he spoke up. asked me to say something. i said tell me the truth. and he told me everything from the beginning. that he had a girl friend when he proposed me. but he liked me a lot and later on he began to love me. and that i have been real good to him and caring and he has never shared so much with any other girl as he did with me and for a moment he said that he can give up his other girl for me. then i asked him to give me sometime to think and asked him to leave. i didn't let a tear out in front of him. i held all till i say good bye to him. i ran to my room as i locked the door at his back. it was the most horrible day of my life. i didn't know how the day got passed. i thought about our relationship, and then i thought he broke my heart, he broke my trust. i cant trust him again. even though he is ready to leave the other girl i cant give a chance for another heart break. so i messaged him saying that i broke up. and i that i would never meet him, and it would be better if he also wouldn't even see me. then i didn't get any reply from him. i never thought i can spend a day with no word. i am such a talkative girl but for a week or more i was out of words. i forgot to smile and was lost in the silence. i was lucky that he moved to another collage, so i never got to remember any of those moments. but i met him online after some days. and then he started talking. he asked me not to let his girl know about us and blah blah things. i told him to leave me alone. i have already said good bye to him. he is free. he wasn't my business any more. so i asked just to live his life on his own way and not to bring me in it and to forget me. i didn't bother to interfere in his life anymore. so i let everything go and tried to move on with my life. i recovered from that pain day by day with the support and help from my dear friends.
when i was finally being a normal human being, i met my mister perfect (ins ha Allah).
i will tell you how i met him in some other post..hehe.. so thats all about it....

my love life...

my love life is going so well yet. my boyfriend is very understanding, helpful, caring and a real good guy. so i have no problems being with him. intact things seems to be really great being with him. i am happy that i got someone like him. well don't know what else to say. i have been through a lot before i met him. but since i met him my life is changed. everything is going so perfect. the best thing is, my whole family is happy with our relationship. so its a big support for me to go on with my relationship. i don't know if i have ever been this happy in my life before. this are really happening in our relationship. i didn't know if i can be with someone for more than a month. but now i also believe, when you meet your mister perfect or miss perfect you can seriously be with him/her forever. wish that my relationship lasts forever......

new begining...

i have been away from this blog for so long. but now decided to be in touch with this too. i have been writing in my other blogs. but now i will go on with this one and the word press blog(http://darkeysangel.wordpress.com) . i hope you wont be mad to read two. so guys be in touch..and thanx.